Please, please help. I don't know what to do anymore.?

WELL ITS 642 AM HERE AND I WANTED TO GET BACK TO BED FOR A LIL BIT, I READ WHAT U SAID AND WILL HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT AND GIVE U AN ANSWER LATER. BUT ONE THING I MUST SAY IS DID U TALK TO UR OLDER SISTER BOUT UR MOM AND THE SITUATION U DESCRIBED ABOVE?? WHAT DOES SHE THINK OR SAY? SHE IS OLDER AND MAYBE ABLE TO BE OF HELP. BUT I WILL TRY TO GIVE U AN ANSWER AT A LATER TIME TODAY/TONIGHT. IF U WANT THEN PLEASE GIVE ME UR EMAIL ADDRESS AND THIS WAY IF MY ANSWER IS TOO LONG TO PUT HERE I CAN PUT IT IN EMAIL TO U. IM A MALE IN MY 40S AND DON'T THINK ANYTHING WEIRD OR SO, I JUST MEANT I CAN EMAIL U MY ANSWER CAUSE IF UR ? IS THIS LONG MY ANSWER MAYBE LONG TOO AND WONT ALL FIT IN HERE AND WOULD BE EASIER TO READ IN AN EMAIL, OK IM JUST TRYING TO BE HELPFUL SOMEONE UR AGE WHO LOVES THEIR DAD AND MOM LIKE U DO SHOULDN'T TO BE IN THE POSITION UR IN, U SHOULD BE ENJOYING KIDS THINGS ETC. AS I SAID IF I EMAIL MY ANSWERS I CAN GIVE U EXAMPLES OF MY COUSINS LIVES WITH SEPARATED PARENTS ETC.